She’s committed to her self care despite a challenging year.

And Nicki Minaj admitted that she’s ’20 pounds away’ from reaching her goal weight while chatting on her first Queen Radio episode of 2020.

The 37-year-old rapper dished that she’s trying to lay low from such a public lifestyle after marrying childhood friend and sex offender Kenneth Petty late last year.

‘This has been one of my favorite years so far, I realized I unlocked the lock,’ she told her radio audience. ‘I realized that success starts inside you, it doesn’t start with success. Success doesn’t start with success, meaning I don’t have to be the number one female rapper. I have to know I can be the number one female rapper.’

And while her career was on the brain, she also made sure to pay attention to her life outside of the spotlight.

She said that she’s ‘channeled all of my power and now I have control of it. I control how it manifests in my life.

‘For example, I was trying to do this diet and I kept putting it off. I didn’t think I could have the discipline in what I ate. Once my mind was committed to it, my body committed to it. I’m still 20 pounds away from my goal weight.’

Nicki admitted that there were no problems at home when it came to her sex life with Kenneth because ‘he’s naturally dominant, I just like his style. He brings out the ratchet in me.’

The couple were officially married on October 22, roughly one year after they began dating again, but have not yet figured out a wedding.

When asked by a fan if anything was in the works, she said: ‘If y’all know me, you know the answer is no. But I would like to do the wedding this year.’

She most recently accused her ex Meek Mill of domestic violence and being abusive to women, claims she wish she could take back.

‘Listen, it never fails. Every time I do it, five minutes later, I’m like, why the f**k did I…? Every single time,’ she told Variety last week. ‘But it’s a good lesson in knowing how to master your anger and emotions.

‘So, every time I do that, I like give myself a talking to in my head, like, “OK, you played yourself, you shouldn’t have did that. You learned your lesson again.” How many times did I learn that lesson? So, I gave myself that talk today, sir.’