Chrissy Teigen confessed that she didn’t think daughter Luna loved her as much as she did John Legend when she was a baby in a new interview. The model recalled being “bummed out” over thinking that their little girl preferred her father, but now that she’s had her son Miles she views her children’s rejections of affection in a different light.

“When Luna was a little baby, I would get so sad. I remember being bummed out because I felt like she didn’t love me as much as she loved John. It was the dumbest silliest thing to worry about. Now, when Miles pulls away from me, I’m not taking it the same way. I know how strong Luna and my bond is, and I know Miles and I will be there too. You can’t take anything personally,” Chrissy, 34, said in an interview with Today Parents.

Chrissy went on to explain that she’s mom-shamed over “pretty much everything,” but there are some things in particular that trolls go after her for on social media. “Any time I post a picture of them holding ribs or eating sausage, I get a lot of criticism. Vegans and vegetarians are mad and feel that we’re forcing meat upon them at a young age. They freak out,” she divulged.

She continued, “If they trolls get a glimpse of the car seat, there is a lot of buckle talk. Maybe for one half of a second, the strap slipped down. And TV is another big one. We have TV on a lot in my house. John and I work on television; we love watching television.”